Even in the safest womb
Passion can find its way in
Aborting your chances for a subtle retirement
The
howling of sled dogs and the thunder of black fuel-fed treaders reached the
shallow cavern where Janus Kymbel lay curled up, unconscious in the dirt.
The sound popped in his head like a firecracker. His eyes flew opened. Seconds rolled into minutes as he stared blindly at the cavern’s mouth, and the changing sky beyond. His dull mind toiled in place like the stuck second hand on a dying clock. He didn’t move. He didn’t make a sound. And he didn’t know he was sharing the cave, or himself, with a cold blooded predator.
It wasn’t until a brown scorpion, its eight legs tiptoeing out of his shirtsleeve like a cagey prowler that he scrambled to his feet, only to stumble backwards and crash into the rear wall of the cavern.
The sound popped in his head like a firecracker. His eyes flew opened. Seconds rolled into minutes as he stared blindly at the cavern’s mouth, and the changing sky beyond. His dull mind toiled in place like the stuck second hand on a dying clock. He didn’t move. He didn’t make a sound. And he didn’t know he was sharing the cave, or himself, with a cold blooded predator.
It wasn’t until a brown scorpion, its eight legs tiptoeing out of his shirtsleeve like a cagey prowler that he scrambled to his feet, only to stumble backwards and crash into the rear wall of the cavern.
Hoarse
gulps replaced slumbering breaths and a rapidly forming lump on the back of his
head was already giving him a sick headache.
He staggered toward the cave’s mouth where he searched the floor for the
scorpion.
“Not
so fast, asshole,” he said, when he spotted it.
He
let the toe of his boot hover above it.
The
prehistoric anthropoid squared itself around and raised its stinger as if to
say, you really want to do this?
“Yes.
Yes I believe I do,” was his answer.
He
lowered his boot until he felt the pop before twisting the insect’s guts into
the sand.
Across
the valley the dust from the treaders spilled out of the deep shadows. It was a churning, pulverous flashflood. And
hidden in its asphyxiating core were the ruthless desert- guerrillas and their
vicious canines who wanted him dead.
He
retreated into the cavern where he stood for a long moment staring at the
ceiling. He then he raised his hands to his face, pressed his palms hard
against his temples and screamed, “faaaaauck.”
He
had wasted his only protection, the night, by sleeping through it.
“Forgive
me, my friend,” he said, sweeping his hat from the floor. He slapped it against his thigh to clear the
dust, and then with the kind of gentle poise a father might exhibit approaching
his sleeping infants crib, he reached for the horse that had gotten him this far.
“I’m
sorry. Fuck, I so sorry.” He rested his
forehead on the horse’s neck and then drew in a breath, reached for his saddle,
and hoisted it over the animals back. He
had to cinch the strap to the last notch, but the saddle still slid more than
was safe.
The
bay gelding didn’t respond to his apology or to the weight on its back. That glaring apathy, like the chaotic roar in
the distance, served as another reminder of his failure.
“Looks
like we lost this one. Big surprise,
huh? We’ll go down together, you and me,
okay?”
He
was shaking now, but not from fear. That
emotion had left him long ago. His body
simply wasn’t willing to play anymore, and in light of what he was certain to
face in the next few minutes, odds were he wouldn’t have to. In one way or another, the skylines would
kill them both.
A
small map he held in his possession told him he was in the heart of the Devil’s
Anvil. It wasn’t the first time he had
ended up there. In fact, it was the
third time in as many days, and he couldn’t understand how the map, his compass,
and the stars had failed to get them past it.
Still, there was something comforting in this bleak place, something in
the air. It smelled like rain.
That
the Anvil was one of the grimmest places imaginable hadn’t stopped the
Mechanics from pursuing him. Another
fact he couldn’t comprehend. A wedge of
cheese, some clothes, and an old discarded weapon were all he got from their
outpost; hardly a reason for killing a man. Nevertheless, that’s all there was
between them.
He
edged his way out of the shadows to consider his options in the nowhere-to-hide
landscape. Then everything seemed to wink-out when he saw a flash and heard the
crack of a high-powered rifle. The pack
had spotted him. The bullet splintered
rock above the entrance just east of where he stood.
He
didn’t flinch. He knew they weren’t
interested in a clean kill, and he contemplated whether he should wait for them
where he stood, or make them work. He
chose work.
Once
in the saddle, he drew the weathered rifle from a makeshift sling he wore over
his shoulder. The gun was foreign to
him. He had never even fired it. All he knew is what the Mechanic’s woman told
him. Point and pull the trigger. He took his time loading it, all the while
singing a nameless tune to the gelding.
A second shot didn’t interrupt his chorus, but when he did slam the
breechblock shut, he kicked the horse into a gallop.
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